29th May 2005

today's a seemingly important day to me. cos' one yr ago, on this day, i celebrated my 21st :)


it's a day that will always remain in my memories. both the good and bad ones.

BUT.

today i'm sick at home.

the fever came ydae morning when i got up for tuition. but it's the first lesson so i dun wan to give it a miss. so i dragged myself to tuition and realised that the agency person din gimme the alphabet of the blk. haiss.

i called her a couple of times but no one picked up.

i was already comtemplating wad to do. i tot that mabbe i shld go to all the different blks to check out if its the one.

but luckily she called me before 10. so imanaged to find my tuition plc after all.

tuition was pretty okie. i stayed for almost 3 hrs. thou the gal's a little quiet and so.

supposed to meet yu later for a show. but i had to dua her cos i still wasn't feelin too good..hais..
sorry gal =

so i went home and started watching tv. suddenly the fever came back again. and i nvr felt so bad in my life before. i was practically shivering and had to wrap myself in a blanket. i couldnt go to sleep too. cos my head was throbbin with pain.

haiss. it was so bad and i was home alone den i was wondering wad happens if i just faint and collapse.

it was really that bad. i havent been so sick in ages. and there wasn't any doctor open at that moment lor.

well. luckily not long after that my dad came back and made barley for me. i think somehow it made me feel better. my ai xin barley :)

started watching the taiwan melody awards from 5 onwards. i was really lookin forward to it. since it's the first time i have scv durin this event ma.

budden well. it felt very terrible watching. and i fell asleep a few times. towards the end i couldn't take it anymore and decided to go to bed.

so i missed the most important awards, the best male n female singer. hais.

lucky i still had a call to put me to sleep:) (i was feeling too sick but still very awake by then)

feelin bad now.cos i was supposed to go watch my mum perform. budden i still feel like puking time and again. just feel very sians to disappoint her ba. hais.