double standards.

a sudden tot that crossed my mind. (yu always uses this term wor)

sometimes we expect pple to tell us the truth about many things. in fact pple who are close to us. we get upset when we dun get the truth outta them even thou not saying the truth doesn't imply that one is lying about it. it's just merely about withholding the truth.

for pple like these, don't u even feel more sian when they are upset cos u kept the truth. but they themselves are doing the same thing to u?

tok abt double standards.

in my opinion, it's about before expecting someone to do the same thing for you, pls make sure that you're doing the same thing.

yup. nothing much ba. just a random tot.

things haven't been goin too well for me.
- superbly stressed abt proj
- implying that im super uncertain of the future
- can't find a job
- some frenships aren't working out too well

ahh well. this ought to be one of my worst holidays ever. sigh.
i havent felt really happy in quite some time.

when will things start to look up?

my bdae? perhaps. but i highly doubt so. especially when results are coming out 2 days before. super argh.

ok, before this post starts turning out to be a super pessimistic one...

yesterday was spent with..
pool, dinner in town and mahjong again. (wahhaa.did i just say that i was getting sick of mj?)

din have much luck ydae. lost abt 4 bucks at the end of xi feng. i was soo damn tired that i din even care abt how much i lost anymore. =
tok abt pool, i din play at all. firstly cos i dun wan the whole world to turn and laff at me. secondly, ok actually i cant think of the 2nd reason. but to sum, it's just that i haven't played in ages(mabbe a yr) and i super sux at pool. and the last time i played i was the subject of laughter of my ex-colleagues. so you get the idea.

yeahh.. haha.

gotta make a trip down to sch AGAIN. haiss...