i havent been sick for so many days in a long long time.

first fever. den cough n flu now.

*lets out a long sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

today kena missed an appt again. hais. cos i think i wasnt well enuf to go out yet.

i'm so sick of being at home.

luckily i have my lovers in paris vcd to keep me company :)

the female lead is sooo damn chio



oh well. tmrw's judgement day again. nvr felt so afraid before. cos' this time round, it's really a turning point for me i guess.

mabbe that is wad's stopping me from recovering ba. my subconscious mind doesnt wan to face reality. arghhhhh