the whole of today. i felt a deep void within me.

no amt of work could distract me.

mabbe it's got to do with not sleeping with your fone under the pillow. cos someone told me that it will cause cancer or sth due to the radiation. mabbe i feel lack of security when i dun sleep with the fone.

worse still i got up and din get any reply thru sms. smts i shouldnt think too much. i worry too much for my own good. haiss..


as strong as i look on the outside
i crumple easily deep within..
how i wish i could be stronger.
i just need more assurance..