last night i had a really bad dream. in fact it was so real that when i got up, i was glad it was just a dream.

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anyway, got up early to drive my mummy to work! heh. yes, uncle lent me the car today again wor.

yup, and in the car he was telling me a lot of things abt life. and one phrase that he kept repeating was

"before you do anything, always think of your loved ones"

referring to the body parts murder.

yes, i think it's very true. after all, ultimately you do pay for your actions, but your family members are the one who pay for your actions indefinitely.

well, in any case, i'm in no position to comment too much on it. but just my 2 cents worth.

last night i was on a close to 5 hr phone call. *-*''''''

it's been ages since i had such chats on the fone, much less such a long call :)

a lot of truth was spoken, and a lot of the past were being mentioned. the past that seemed so long ago to me. but truthfulness is good. i like.

anyway. just one thing to say,

as much as i think fate plays a part. it's still up to us to work towards what we want. and i definitely dun regret the past cos i'm loving the present. :)

for the next 3 weeks i'll be really busy i guess. cos' i finally found a job.

and i might be losing touch with the 'real world' cos' my working hrs are really weird. either 7am - 3 pm or 3 pm - 11pm. but i'm expecting myself to be doing the latter shift more often.

and what's more i can't even say TGIF.

cos i gotta work on the weekends. saturdays wuld be even longer for me. since i have tuition in the mornings.

but whatever, it is. having a job keeps my mind off things, less pple will hear that i'm bored like 3/4 of the time, and well. it's only for 3 weeks. after that i'm still goin to have a good break! =)

and it's about meeting new friends and establishing contacts again. plus the pantry has complimentary drinks! heh. (ok, this is coming from someone who had to pay 10 cents for drinks last time at cb ma)

oh and i hope i still have a little time for this!




things seemed to have changed much for the past 1 week.

and i'm very thankful for the little smses that i got asking me about my grandpa. well, it may be a small action, but taking time off your schedules to show that little concern for me, i really appreciate :)

personally, i think i seemed to have changed my outlook of things. i think i'm starting to take things less to heart, and not many things can affect me that much le.

ohh, and happy fathers' day to my daddy! :)

dinner was a simple affair. in the comfort of our home. but what matters is not the food but the company :)

i wish for happiness & health for my loved ones always