some shoutouts:

cheryl: did someone die in globet of fire? haha somehow i cant rem liaos leh

me: haha, oops yah it's dinner at science. but today i had dinner at arts!

jz: wonder if you will see this anytime soon. haha. nice meeting up on fridaY! many more such lunches to come? hehs take care gal *hugs*

xxxxxxx

nowadays i realised that i dun really mind being alone at times. (minus having meals)

when im at the lib trying to do some studying or tutorials, its quite nice being alone too! but somehow i still cant stand the idea of eating alone. =/

got home in record time today. coupled with six pieced nuggets meal for supper.


thankew you for the ride :)


seemed to keep getting hungry today. had lunch at 11 plus, 4 plus hungry liaos , had dinner at 5 plus, and hungry at 10.

but now im happily full

*burps*

i think its very xin fu to have supper, better still if it's either stingray + bak chor mee, prata or mac. i'm such a glutton. shared my meal with my sis while crapping.

my long long tuesdays are getting much much better somehow :)

Harry potter and the globet of fire is finally coming! :) but in november that is.

no doubt i've been up to date with the hp books but i always enjoy watching the movie, somehow it's a very different feeling. some pple i know like to watch the movie but nvr reads the book. while others read the book and wouldnt want to watch the movie. i like both thou..

i waited like almost 1.5 yrs for it. yah i rem watching the previous movie on my bdae last yr. what a pleasant bdae gift :)

sometimes i wonder why i'm so captivated with the potter books and movie. mabbe that is a world so magical that shields me from the reality of life. which can sometimes be quite cruel.

xxxxx

life's been pretty gd to me in many ways. at least when all else fails, i know there's always my family to lean back on. sometimes including a few really close pple whom my life could almost depend on.

maybe it's that life's been so good that sometimes when it doesnt go right i somehow feel lost.

and i just wish that if life issen goin to be so smooth sailing all the time, then i rather not have any gd things elsei might just lose them anytime again.

some say that such is 曾经拥有, which is better than nothing.

i beg to differ. if something issen 天长地久, i rather not have it at all.

fairy tales..

sometimes i wonder why do weekends pass so quickly and weekdays so slowly..

i am starting to dread school. and since the first week of school, im having monday blues everi sunday night.

ahh well..

but like i said, i chose this path and i hafta walk it no matter what.. its just that when other stuff are bugging me, i'm being pulled down yet again.

yes, i think i have very weak mental. i wish i can be more happy go lucky like some of my frens.

abt trust.

i'm someone who trusts pple very easily. especially pple who are pretty impt to me. but once the trust is broken, it's going to take me a long while before i start to trust someone again.

this is so cute!

weekend is here..

but im feeling real stressed.

over hyp, over a program that doesnt work.

many other things.

they say that when you're at the pits, things just get better cos the only direction to go is upwards.

when will things get better?

even
"take time to look at the beautiful world and listen to life conversations" dont work anymore for me.

yayyy

i finally got my hands on this.



i got the weilian one as well ar.



in the process of listening to them!

anyway was watching the superstar qian zou.

and

x one of the contestants, hagen actually dressed up like jerry yan!
x weicong sang tian kong
x jy sings jay's songs so damn well. first jie kou now qing tian
x i really really admire weilian's courage. and his voice is quite touching.

lalalalala

randomness ..

wednesdays are one of my many fave days.

after 2 super siong days on sch on mon n tues. i get to wake up real late on wed.

yesterday was the ultimate longest day. was in sch from 10am -10pm. basically my tues goes like this

1000-1200 : ops management lec
1200-1600 : 4 hr break (lunch then HSSML lib)
1600-1700: ops tutorial
1700-1900: break again. (lunch at science)
1900-2200: fin maths lec.

and at the end of yesterday, i was already feeling giddy. eyes were going to close liaos. and i really hate the journey home after that. but luckily yesterday i had a ride home from cheryl and bf! =)

anyway, getting more used to sch now. trying to put the stress behind me and try to enjoy the remaining one yr of my study life.

at such times, i suddenly feel very grateful that no matter what happens, there's always some pple i could rely on. =)

some random stuff..

o i'm actually quite spoilt.
i know it's bad.but im also glad that there are actually pple who gives in to me.

o i have changed. no longer will i sulk and complain over past failed frenships. 2nd chances dun come easy. and i think ive given more than 2 chances.

o i can actually be damn frenly if i want to!

o i really dun understand why pple like to brag abt themselves having a bf/gf. a little talk abt them is fine. other than that, it makes me feel like u got attached for the sake of bragging. just my 2 cents worth.


alright, im actually trying to procrastinate doing work. that explains the random tots.

ohh. before i end. just wanna say

i miss these 3 gals so much..




sch is nvr the same without u guys!
hope that work's all fine mans :)

friends or foes?

have been trying to do some work since i got home but to no avail. i think i havent gained the momentum yet.

that aside while blog-hopping just now which is what i njoy doing when i'm not in the mood for work, i started thinking of many stuff, most of it on the topic of friendship.

i always have this inability to judge the right person.

take one very good example which i keep mentioning now and then, my very first impression of juss wasnt too good. but when i got to know him better, i realised he's not what i tot him to be :)

a very apt quote to use would be:
looks are deceiving.

in fact most of my closest gal frens are pple whom i nvr had a good impression of at the beginning.

in my own case, many pple think i got a very icy cold look. in other words, the very dao look. but if u actually take the time to know me better, i can be the crappiest person around.

so anyway, back to the topic of friends.

definitions of frenships differ from person to person.

my super superstar!!

Y-A-Y!!!


im so happy now im all smiles.



i wasnt quite lookin forward to watching tonight's finals cos i heard that kelly did quite badly. (and i din get my preferred tut slot so i wasnt in much mood)

and i was afraid that she wuld lose so i decided to take more fotos of her!! that sounds so lesbian-ish.

she looked so damn chio in all 3 outfits.

and she emerged the female superstar!! :)


i wanted her to win so much that after the competition, i msn pple to vote her and even smsed some. i know that sounds mad but i just din want a repeat of singapore idol. wahaha.

thanks to those who helped me vote mans! esp when some dun even watch the show. wahaha.
(now the next thing u need to do is to go n buy her single! it counts for 30% leh! haha)

and to those who refused me, i can only say
may the best man win and the best man did win.
(oops, think im getting a little carried away. but im kinda pissed at how some pple change the pple they support just cos the other contestant was improving. i mean kelly is the one who's truly consistent. and i will nvr forget how she was kicked up thou she had the higher marks that time)

why i wanted her to win so much is cos i feel that there was biasedness among the judges. and looks, dress sense, smile, talent wise she's the winner.

and she truly deserves it after the splendid performance at revival rnd. her win is justified.







(some other shots i took)

moving on to the guys side, although ive always supported weilian cos of his courage, i dun deny a part of me was looking forward to buying junyang's single of tong hua cos his performance was really great.

it was kinda disappointing when he got booted out although i'm happy that weilian got it too.

dilemna. haha. i have not much comments abt the guys side seriously.

just so happy that kelly woN!!!!

LA-LA-LA-LA-LA

now the qs is who to support for the finals!

salmon sashimi galore

after a few days of not blogging, finally a happier entry. have been feeling very down for the past few days due to some internal struggle. i flared up more easily and got upset over little stuff. those who got it from me, thanks for bearing with me :D especially juss i think who got the max of it all.

anyway, so i didnt have a very good weekend.

sat was spent doing some reading. and sun was spent with tuition and st pats band concert. which wasnt too good i should say. so much for all the good comments i heard. haha.

anyway, didnt i just say that it was supposed to be a happier blog?

okies here goes..

so in an attempt to cheer me up, juss brought me to kuishinbo on monday. and yes, ive been wanting to try it for a very long time. and usually it's like others dun agree to eat it or it was the wrong timing.



the food was damn good. the prawns were fresh, they had snow crabs, tempura and lotsa salmon sashimi.the teppanyaki was good too. i liked the garlics fried with it. so tasteful that i actually wanted to finish them up. but decided against it. also, i had so much salmon that is enuf to last me 6 mths.

i think my meal consisted mainly of sashimi and i had abt 20 + pieces of it.




this was my first plate.
(it looks pretty untidy cos i was too excited to tuck in that i cant be bothered to make it look nice in a foto :P)

took a little bit of tuna and swordfish to try but i really didnt like it as much as salmon.

juss even said
" you should eat all the salmon u want now so dun have to eat again"

-.-'''''

so yeah, we spent the rest of the time (when we were full) laffing at pple who were rushing to get the premium specials. it goes like this, every few mins they will have an announcement that goes " 1, 2, 3 kuishinbo.. blah blah" and u're supposed to go queue up somewhere to get the premium items they were giving out. each time there were onli 20 plates i think.

well, of cos we also went to get it. juss did, i didn't. since i am always paiseh to do such stuff. haha.


that's him looking so proud with his lobster.

deserts were quite good as well, although i was too full to eat much. but the chocolate eclairs were good! i had 3 of them.



ohh and there were candy floss too. havent had it in a long long time :)

most importantly the drinks were free flow. i seldom have buffets with free flow drinks(besides iced water)

at the end of the buffet, i was so full i could hardly move. but nevertheless, i was feeling pretty much happier at the end of it. mabbe i'm such a glutton after all. hehs.

i really think im going crazy.

these days ive been feeling very unsettled. i duno if im too stressed.

chanced upon someone's blog just now and she still haunts me alot

mabbe it's the result of being home alone almost the entire day.

sick. sorethroat and feeling a little feverish.

what is exactly wrong with me?

ARGH.

updates....

these few days i've been feeling a little stressed up, thou its onli been 2 days since the start of the sem. of cos, ive already started to feel the difficulty of 4th yr. less pple around and its scary to see that each class has like 20 + pple.

fewer pple means more competition.

it's weird but that's how it works.

anyway, i tried to escape from my stress and take things easier but sometimes when other things get me down, my false front breaks down and i realise that im actually pretty much stressed up.

hoping i survive this yr without too much difficulties.

a fren told me something like this:

"don't care about the others la. if you're there, you're there"


altho this sentence was prob spoken without much tot and although i might not really be there, but somehow i felt quite relieved to hear that.

and i think its true, sometimes the lesser u care abt pple's progress, the better u wuld feel abt urself.

and i always have to say this, no matter how the tough gets going, i've gotta put in more n more hard work cos i chose this path myself :)

moving onn..

just got back from lunch @ crystal jade with my ex-colleagues. we had noodles and dim sum. it is always nice meeting them. a good break from mundane sch stuff.

my sup helped me find some info from bloomberg so i bought them some chicken pies that din cost a lot. and she was so appreciative of it.

she's gonna give birth soon and she told me that my junior said that she shld name her daughter wanlin.

*-*''''

somehow my internship in the bank was made so much easier with the nice pple around who were there for me when i had problems with work. that's y i always make it an effort to go back n visit them during hols.

i think that's me. i value the past a lot. like till now i'm still in good contact with my babysitter who took care of me since young. she's like a god mother to me lor.

but sometimes, hanging on to the past may not always be a good thing.

shopped around alone after that. somehow i like shopping alone at times cos it gives me some time by myself to think abt things. it's actually a very peaceful feeling.

but one thing bad is that i will buy things on impulse.

but oh well, retail therapy always works on me.

time flies and its friday again!
happy weekend, world! :)

one for the nation ..

happy national day!!

and most importantly, happy birthday to my dearest sis! =)

back from a last min mj session at leonard's house. din get to play too much. and feeling sulky cos of that. wahaha. cos i was already so damn tired from school. and having nothing to do makes me feel more lethargic.

anyway, highlight of the day outta be our dinner cum supper.

went to dine at jackson's kopitiam. i tot it was wad nice place. to think it was actually this 24 hr kopitiam near macpherson. which i ALWAYS pass by.

aniwae.. we had alot of food.
sambal stingray :)
sambal kangkong
fried you tiao
tofu.
prawn paste chicken

and this.



it's apparently called gong gong. it looks like escargots aka snails.

rem last time i had escargots in paris. i wanted to puke the whole thing out.

so i was a little hesistant abt trying this. but anyway i did. i'm a sucker for seafood.

and it was absolutely great. no funny smell or taste. and its really good. nicer than topshell or oysters(alright, i nvr really liked oysters)

yayy.. one more type of seafood to add to my already fave list.
crabs. prawns. stingray. salmon. sotong.

and the list goes on. just thinking of it makes me hungry. the stingray was so small it wasn't enuf to satisfy me.

anyway. speaking of first day of sch.

it was damn tiring. 9-6. so unused to the 1 hr plus of travelling. plus i waited 25 mins for the bloody 151 to come. late for 20 mins.

anyway. when the bus came, it was superbly crowded.

and i was happy to find a seat beside this guy. anyway. so this guy was apparently quite quiet and all.

all until his fren came up the bus. the 2 spoke like they havent met in ages. from modules bidding to holiday trips to why 151 buses are mostly not air conditioned. u get the idea mans.

it's like i was sitting beside one of the guy and his fren was standing beside me and both of them were practically shouting throughout the journey as if i was invisible.

come on, of cos u can talk but dun shout like there's no tomorrow lor.

and guess what i had to find out they were from the same sch. not onli that, they were from E*G*NE. (fill in the blanks, ln)

i mean this cfm my doubts that all E*G*NE guys are of the same type lor.

be more considerate la. make my bus journey so miserable.

anyways. i was feeling a little stressed abt the new sem. cos it seems like a new start to everithing. less frens, meaning less pple to talk to, less pple to destress. but i guess sometimes changes arent that bad after all.

at least i started to talk more to wy. its always good to know more pple.

okies, tmrw's public hol and wed is my off day. 2 more days of holidays.

what more can i ask for? =)

happy holidays pple!

monday blues

*screams*

sch starting again tmrw.

after 3 whole months or more of mahjong, ktv-ing, eating, sleeping, tv-ing, shopping and lotsa other forms of slacking..

i'm really so sians of goin back to school.

S-I-A-N

back to the world where books, notes, lectures, tutorials, exams n tests rule the world.

=/

super superstar

wooohooo..



i hope she makes it to be the eventual superstar.

kelly really rocks. versatile, pretty and her singing rox. she's so good that the judges are arguing for her.

and double yay.. kelvin is in stil! although i heard he performed badly last night.

for the past few times, i really hated the fact that jason gets in when he wasnt good enuf. but today when he got kicked out, i suddenly felt he so ke lian. oops.

mabbe it's all the tears they shed that touched me. i know there have been reports that its very superficial and all. but to me, its actually a strong display of frenship. i mean they are all humans as well. after spending a few mths together, sure develop feelings de.

everyone is a winner in their own ways.

ohh. went mambo last night.

before

[it was my first time taking bus to zouK!]

and


after


(din manage to get the rest fotos up here. cos they seemed to be afraid that i would post it here)
*faints.

haha, dearest cheryl was so ons to agree even thou she didnt know anyone in the grp.

i give the outing a 7 /10. company was always good. drinks as well. i love my top.

but a disagreement. lousy dj. and yah, my heels were hurting.

ahh well. i was a quite high too. said and done things i wouldnt usually do. but what's over is over. no pt for regrets.

ok, my blogging juice ran dry.

im off to bed soon.

it's the last weekday of the school holidays :(

mambo night..

it was good cos'
x i like retro music
x had lotsa drinks.
2 lychee martinis, one vodka ribena, one sex on the beach, corona, and a little bit of barcardi freeze.
x company was almost quite good. yeah, but i stress the almost. oh and cheryl went too! hehs. so ons to agree man.
x and i m really glad to realise pple do care. esp when u think u are not close enuf with them.
x and i like my new top a lot.


there were hiccups thou
x the dj wasnt that good
x disappointment
x my heels were hurting like mad.
x being drunk is no good.

today i think i was a little high. to do some things i normally wouldnt do under normal circumstances. i almost did sth i nvr dreamt i wuld ever do.

the result of being high.

luckily i din do it mans. a lot of things wuld change. thank god for the other half of my mind that was clear.

said some things that i regretted. and then i realised that there could be a few good pts abt such things happening.

at least i found out that although words are cheap, i still like to hear consoling words.

i mean come to think of it, if someone really is so fake, at least he/she is still nice enuf to come up with some words to console u. so how fake can he/she be?

more so for those pple who didnt even bother. where were u mans?


yes, i cant believe im staying up to type this blog. mabbe i have too mani things up my mind so i cant sleep. too full from the supper too.

of buses, shopping and food.

today, on the way home, juss and me were wondering if there's bus no. 1. we all know abt bus 2 that goes to eunos and bus 3 that's at tampines.

soooo..

i found out that there's actually no bus 1.
from http://www.sbstransit.com.sg/geninfo_buservices.asp

there's also no bus 4, 5.
no bus 20, 41, 43, 44..

wahhaha. and the list goes on. and that's how bored i am.

o.o''''

lalalala.

ok, today i went on a shopping trip.

and i found my pencil case!

at accessorize. and it's supposed to be a make up pouch actually. but who cares. i like to use as pencil case.

its the 2nd time i went back to take a look at it. and finally decided to get it!

and so it seems that actually i shop very carefully now. i dun buy on impulse anymore. it's usually after considering for at least the 2nd time :)

ohhh.. and ive been indulging in a lot of food these days. i think im putting on a lot of weight. sighs.

it was kenny rogers for ydae lunch.



then met rq and diana later on for crystal jade la mian and xlbs.

and almost everyday i have tea break.
*faints.



some other random shots



(ln! can see my hair liaoss?)

wahaha ohh and this


i think this bean is really cute!

speaking of which i seemed 2 have adopted an acquired taste for soya bean drinks.

i used to hate it a real lot.

ok, signs of blabbering..

time to stop here
happy thursdaywednesday, everyone! =)

i'm just feeling










sighs.



sidenote: i hate the nus bidding system!!!

parkway and me..

went parkway for the 3rd/4th time in the week today.

my mum and sis asked me the same question when i got home.
" why do u always go parkway? there's like nth to shop there."

wahha. i beg to differ. i simply love going to parkway in tshirt n shorts.

and it seems that everitime i cant find something elsewhere, i can always find it at parkway.

in fact,

parkway is filled with my sec sch memories.

many places thou are no longer there.
the ban mian stall at foodcourt.
long john silver's.
mac and mos' burgers
the bubble tea shop
the old library
tuition on thurs n sundays
steamboat!
neoprint machines

now parkway has a new face lift. but i still like it alot. there's..

giant.
a bigger n nicer watson's
marvellous durian icecream at scoopz
ig's heaven
charles and keith

in fact, it has almost everything. u name it they have it.

ohh, not forgetting sakura and sakae sushi. yumms.

what's lacking is a movie theatre.

in fact, i love parkway so much that i also wanna stay in the new condo just beside parkway! :)

Côte d'Azur

p/s: this is like such a crappy entry.
i just want to blog but i duno wad to blog. -.-