this is cool! :)

为了在乎的人努力的感觉

你有感受过吗?

can you believe we are together?

such is a telephone call.

J: ok, i want to go and study. so you must put down the phone.
Me: I don't want lehs, i'm feeling bored.
J: ok, if you don't put down then i will slam the phone on you.
Before i can say anything,

BOOM. the phone was slammed.
within a few seconds, it rang again.
Me: What was that for?
J: Just to show you that i dare to slam the phone down on you.

side note: you may not know but i hate pple to put the phone down before i do it.

Me: .....
Next thing,
J: ok, i put down now ar.

*BOOM*
I call him back.
Me: I'm not done with what I wanted to say leh.
J: Ok, say now ar.
After finished saying what i wanted to,

Me: Ok,now i'm gonna slam the phone back on you. you better don't put down before me.
J: Ok!
Me: 1 2 3

BAMM

through sms,

J:you're such a cute little dumb ass, start working on your project lar.

sometimes, i cant believe that this person is my bf. :)

WhEeeEee...

exams are officially over!

*actually it was over 5 days ago. but haf been too busy to blog*


busy with post exams celebrations i mean.

anyway, visited my grandparents right after exams on thursday. cos i havent seen them in a long long while. had 2 delicious home cooked meals there. yah, i sae delicious cos it's been quite a long time since my mum deep fried stuff at home. my family's into healthy living now.

=)

met up with yuu first thing after her paper on friday and we had kuishinbo!!

we went for the 60 mins lunch express. which totally left us with not much time to devour our salmon sashimi. we didnt have much time to chat as well, let alone take photos.

felt a little too bloated after that, cos i think i have nvr eaten buffet so fast before.

did a little bit of shopping after that. and i got myself some really exotic jelly beans from candy empire! but they are somehow not as nice as those i got in co-op.

but anyhow i love jelly beans. they are somewhat magical to me.

got myself a skirt too.

bought a bdae present for juss' sis as well. and we celebrated her birthday at taiwan porridge for dinner.

played mahjong on sat! hehs. finally had some mahjong after so long. ok, it wasnt exactly too long. 2 weeks i guess.

and met up with the gang at liquid kitchen. it's a really nice chill out place, newly opened in siglap. the decor is damn unique and i love the cute bubble like chairs, cos they are white in colour. every thing looks damn good. but i couldnt stand the smoke. i cant wait for jun 2006 when smoking will be banned in pubs man.

went to 85 for supper and had my yummylicious stingray.

had mahjong again on sunday. wahahaha.

anyway, i think that i'm really a sucker for drama serials. can someone knock some sense into me? i've got the hyp at the back of my head but i'm not doing anything. *faints.

been stuck on the screen cos of this show.


its been showing on channel u for quite some time but i tot it was gonna be a stupid show cos of the name.

until cf lent me the vcd and said it was highly reccomended cos its viewership is higher than 流星花园.

anyway, its damn nice. mabbe cos the characters seemed so real and i can relate to it. but then again, everytime i watch taiwan serials, i always feel as if i'm watching the scenes from inside the show.

must be just the fact that taiwan serials are much better than singapore ones.





a little abrupt here. but i'm gonna end here cos i've nth else to say.

treasure your health!

i've nvr really that much know the importance of losing your health until these few days.

so much so that today when there was only a drizzle, i bothered opening up my umbrella.

since i was hit by the bout of flu, things starten to worsen, caught a cough and sorethroat yesterday morning. and later in the evening, came down with fever as well.

imagine everything in the midst of the stressest period of the entire semester.

and i had a paper this morning. first time i sat thru a paper feeling a very bad headache, on the verge of shivering and coughs in between.

luckily i survived it i think.

cabbed down to see a doc. and am now on antibiotics. took a nap and feeling slightly better though still with a throbbing headache.

one more paper tmrw.


and with all these shit happening, really glad that i've someone who has a very strong mental. it just makes me feel that things aren't that bad after all :)

i will survive it!

2 down and 2 more to go.

the biggest stress reliever is you =)

tonight i was supposed to go to new asia bar to accompany juss to some work related event.

it was supposed to be an overlook on his part when he bought the tickets not realising that i have exams on monday and tues consecutively.

not wanting to waste the tickets, i decided to sacrifice a little bit of my time and take a break from studying.after all, i had always wanted to take a look at new asia bar too. although i admit my flu and stressness abt exams made me feel abit reluctant to entertain and socialise tonight. and cos i was on medication, i couldnt take alcohol too.

however, i was also feeling very guilty abt neglecting juss due to the exams.thus decided to make a trip.

we parked at suntec which according to him was cheaper than parking at swissotel. and somehow we exited on the 3rd floor and silly me even said mabbe we should give the event a miss and catch a show instead.

so we walked into eng wah cinemas.


and guess what?


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it turned out to be a really pleasant surprise.

HE HAD ALREADY PRE BOOKED TICKETS FOR HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE.



the show that i've been wanting to watch. and somehow i get very pissed off when i read blogs of people who have watched it.

and tonight, i finally caught the 4th great episode!

it was time definitely well spent. and i was really thankful for his thoughtfulness. at the end of this gruelling week where i had a quite bad interview, incessant studying and the irritating flu bug.

anyway, the show was really great. much much better than the others. although i have no idea why ive read many blogs that said it sux.

spoilers follow.

mabbe to me, it was gd cos of the true spirit of frenship being displayed. of how harry potter risked his life to rescue cedric instead of goin for the cup. of how cedric died in the cause of frenship. hermoine was somehow really pretty in the show. although victor krum was a bit not as gd looking as i had imagined him. so was cho chang.

but mad eye moody was really cute. i liked his eye! hehs. and as usual, ron was damn funny.

it was a great 150 mins.

i thoroughly enjoyed myself.

also took some really cute posters.



cute! i'm so lookin forward to this show lor.

we even tried to take the video of it before the show using my phone.


and this! my all time fave

can someone tell me since when was there a lilo and stitch 2? how come i dunno!?

anyway, really time for bed, else i duno how my flu will recover.

nites world.

thanks for everything :)

the flu bug

i'm down with flu.

think i caught a chill last night from the rainy weather and the air con. =(

what a time to be down with flu.

2 more days to the finals.

i am soooo sooo drowsy.

mugging equals perpetual hunger

i dont deny im a mugger now. i see nothing wrong with that and i cant understand why some pple are against the word mugging or mugger.

anyway, moving on, yours truly has been engaged in a war with my ever so comfy bed. each time i'm trying to study esp in the late afternoons, i can feel my bed calling out to me. more often than not, i give in to the temptation. =(

BUT, im really trying hard to study too.

with a lot of encouragement from juss who dragged me to study last night at mac when i wanted to go watch a midnight show. but i couldnt be more thankful for such motivation :)

ive also stocked up on lotsa snacks to keep my mouth occupied while studying. somehow i wonder how come im like perpetually hungry when i'm studying.

can someone tell me why?

oh yah, i found the wang wang cheese crackers that ln bought to pgp last sem! im already starting on my second packet! its really nice and tastes like cheezels. but more importantly, it has a lot of ln's wei dao. hahah =)

exams would be over in 11 days! so fast. i cant wait. just thinking abt the holidays makes me feel really gd, even with hyp to think abt.

lots of mahjong sessions that i wun feel guilty about, ktv sessions, jap mealss! suppers that consists of sambal stingrays and tau huey, guilt-free clubbing sessions and not forgetting, retail therapy.

trying to squeeze a bbq and chalet in as well. but all's tentative. let's see how it goes :)

oh yes, and there's harry potter and the goblet of fire as well as chicken little!

ohh, and some xmas lightings are up le! i saw a really nice xmas try at raffles city. just thinking about xmas makes me feel really cheered up and there's new year countdown too!

ok back to my books! i feel more motivated now.

am going to starbucks tmrw with yuu to study! :)

have a great week ahead guys. :)

exam is the monster that makes someone lesser of what they used to be.

time flies. i remember this was my nick on msn exactly one semester back.

one semester later, i've been proven that my own quote is so true.

this semester is a lot different from the past few. one being i'm no longer staying on campus so i cant have this fixed place to study everyday(besides home) which makes everithing alot more difficult since im not a highly motivated person. i miss those days of studying with ln at our lounge with our L shaped tables and yellow chairs.

i was super unmotivated today.

and i just hate it when people close to you seemed a totally diff person when it comes to exams. it really makes wonder, are exams so impt that frens become unimportant?

double sigh.

i cant wait for the next semester to end.

food galore

so yesterday lau niang took half day off to come visit me in school!

and from about 4 plus pm till 9pm,

we had food from 3 different places,

x mc wings meal each
x 2 plates of salmon sashimi, 1 plate of swordfish sashimi,
x chawan mushi
x fried tofu
x salmon maki
x fried calamari
x mozarella cheese sticks
x caesar salad
x brownie with ice cream

which is really alot.

but i guess when a very good fren comes to visit, you just feel like you have an enormous appetite! :)

drinks @ mount faber

the place wasnt fantastic.
but the view was.
and the company was the best

a great way indeed to spend my sat night :)

friday nights

someone pls remind me its not the holidays.

got home really early from project today. after the mad rush in the morning. for more details, refer to cheryl's bloggie.

did a little touch up on the ppt for mon. and started to cable, while crunching on wasabi broad beans(cheryl, i discovered that they are actually broad beans, not peas) which is also my latest addiction.

then mum came home and we had dinner tog. then i just sat myself in front of the tv to watch the 7pm show. then the 9 pm show.

mum text me to ask if i wanted supper. then she bought fries, which didnt seemed to satisfy me. so i had some strawberries and grapes.(while still in front of the telly) then dad came home with fried tofus and sausages. how could i resist right?

so there you go, my super duper full supper.

=) really quite satisfying leh.

and now i'm refreshing blogs one after the other, as if hoping someone wuld be more free to me to blog every other hour. wahaha.

how can i be feeling so bored when the exams are coming!??

anyway, today's boon's burfday. although im quite sure he hasnt read my blog in ages, but anyhow,

HAPPY 21ST !! =)


i smell the weekend..

the really suay day

i hate rainy days. esp when im out.

today was rush rush rush.

last night i fell asleep while studying, ok i didnt fall asleep, i wanted to take a nap and told juss to wake me up half an hr later. it was 2345 hrs then.

sleep sleep sleep.

and the next time i got up was 0130 hrs. and checked my fone, 7 missed calls. he called me until he went to sleep himself.

0-0''''

im really such a pig. more so,i felt angry at myself for not doing any studying.

since it was already 1 plus i went back to sleep. then juss called me at 8 am(supposedly thinking that i had slept enuf to get up) but i din answer the call cos i was still sleeping.

really wonder if i popped some sleeping pills last night.

got up finally at 10 plus am.

went to visit grand dad at the hospital, had lunch and rushed to tuition and was late by 45 mins. i really couldnt help it, who knows that novena is so freaking far from tampines.

as a result i ended later, was damn hungry and wanted to cabb home. but i resisted the temptation cos i m feeling broke lately.

then it started to rain cats and dogs.

waited for the bus for a freaking 20 mins. juss called me, wanting to come fetch me. but somehow my stupid phone was not on alert(i tot it was, so i didnt check it) 8 missed calls.

when i finally got home, saw dad waiting downstairs for me. i really dun like to see him waiting for me. it makes me feel very bad tat he stood there waiting so long. apparently he too tot sth happened to me cos i came back so late and weren't picking up the calls.

it really issen too gd a day issen it.

then i got this sms saying wanna do proj tmrw morning. being already so sian, i really wanna scream out loud. tmrw is a public holiday!!!

ahh well. luckily cheryl babe agreed we shouldnt meet tmrw. you rox man.

anyway, was supposed to go zouk today. just to relieve some stress. ahh well. i shall stay at home to try to do some work.

at times when im feeling damn gloomy,

i try to think of happier things,
// of juss and his lame jokes which are smts really cute
// of trying to make fun of mummy
// of ln and our mac meals

and many many more.

sometimes when it comes to ur stress-est periods, u just know who are the one who are always by ur side. whether rain or shine.


i dun need a truckload of frens. just a few who really cares.

i realised i was tagged by kaixi also

so here goes.

Rules of the game:

Post 5 Weird and Random Facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.

1. i have a fetish for guys who are really tanned, even though i know im really fair.

2. i will visit the toilet right before i go to bed even though there wasnt a need too. just so that i can sleep properly thru the night without having to worry abt toilet calls.

3. my room is totally pink although i dun love pink. ;P

4. some of my tk frens think i look like pooh.(gosh, am i that fat)

5. i don't exactly love flowers, am just ok with them.

haha i wun tag anyone lar, since most pple who blog have done it le :D

11月的萧邦

finally got my hands on this. :D

the cover is so nice! (although ive been seeing it on ln's blog for a few days oredi)

anyway, i didnt preorder it and there was supposed to be a desktop calendar that came with the cd. then when i paid for it they gave me the mega huge poster!



so nice right!?

actually i wanted the desktop calendar more than the poster, and i was kinda disappointed when i din receive it.

but when i got home and opened up the cd, there were 12 calendar postcards inside the cd!


yayy. cant wait for 2006. wahahha

anyway, now i finally got new songs to listen too. have already been so sick with the mp3s on my comp.

=)

more motivation to study now.

hopefully, no more distractions please.

of expectations and trust

just back from a mahjong game. honestly i think i have lost the addiction to mahjong. and i cant believe im doing such things when its close to exams. yeah true enuf tmrw is a public holiday but during this period,

public holiday = mugging and more mugging.

to be honest, i think i am actually very stressed altho i havent really got down to study. with 2 projects still on hand, what do you expect? i know this is probably my last chance to make a difference. but my heart doesnt listen to my brain.

more like, i just dun wan to give myself too much pressure cos im afraid that i wun succeed. i dun like to disappoint pple who have high expectations of me. i.e my parents.

in the first plc, they have nvr pressurised me to do well since young. and that's precisely why im always spurred on to do better. and i daresay my efforts have paid off until now. ahh well.

but somehow im very distracted.

on the other hand, i realised that ive been very mean to someone who's been ferrying me to and fro on my late lessons and project nights. someone who's almost 'the right size' to me.

but i really duno how to trust.

sighs. gonna sleep liaos. nites world.

and happy belated halloween.
happy deepavali and happy nov.

* on a happier note, jay's cd gonna be released tmrw. or rather, today! i really cant wait :D