the really suay day

i hate rainy days. esp when im out.

today was rush rush rush.

last night i fell asleep while studying, ok i didnt fall asleep, i wanted to take a nap and told juss to wake me up half an hr later. it was 2345 hrs then.

sleep sleep sleep.

and the next time i got up was 0130 hrs. and checked my fone, 7 missed calls. he called me until he went to sleep himself.

0-0''''

im really such a pig. more so,i felt angry at myself for not doing any studying.

since it was already 1 plus i went back to sleep. then juss called me at 8 am(supposedly thinking that i had slept enuf to get up) but i din answer the call cos i was still sleeping.

really wonder if i popped some sleeping pills last night.

got up finally at 10 plus am.

went to visit grand dad at the hospital, had lunch and rushed to tuition and was late by 45 mins. i really couldnt help it, who knows that novena is so freaking far from tampines.

as a result i ended later, was damn hungry and wanted to cabb home. but i resisted the temptation cos i m feeling broke lately.

then it started to rain cats and dogs.

waited for the bus for a freaking 20 mins. juss called me, wanting to come fetch me. but somehow my stupid phone was not on alert(i tot it was, so i didnt check it) 8 missed calls.

when i finally got home, saw dad waiting downstairs for me. i really dun like to see him waiting for me. it makes me feel very bad tat he stood there waiting so long. apparently he too tot sth happened to me cos i came back so late and weren't picking up the calls.

it really issen too gd a day issen it.

then i got this sms saying wanna do proj tmrw morning. being already so sian, i really wanna scream out loud. tmrw is a public holiday!!!

ahh well. luckily cheryl babe agreed we shouldnt meet tmrw. you rox man.

anyway, was supposed to go zouk today. just to relieve some stress. ahh well. i shall stay at home to try to do some work.

at times when im feeling damn gloomy,

i try to think of happier things,
// of juss and his lame jokes which are smts really cute
// of trying to make fun of mummy
// of ln and our mac meals

and many many more.

sometimes when it comes to ur stress-est periods, u just know who are the one who are always by ur side. whether rain or shine.


i dun need a truckload of frens. just a few who really cares.